It All Went Down

You think You've got it
until there's nothing left.

You hold on to what would be the remains,
trying to recall when it all went
down
down
down.

You can't.
But it did.

So now you hold onto vapors.
Not because they're there,
but because you need something.
Anything.

You think You lost it,
But it was never there to begin with.